Shocker


this is how it is pala when you are in total shock.
and i cant believe i am applying the 4 stages of grieving with what has happened.
Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance.
i am in DENIAL state for two nights. Now i am not even in the anger category.
i am RAGED.

i dont wanna talk about it. i cant. i cant find the words. talaga. so im sorry for the first time in my entire blogging career here in multiply i will stop talking muna about how i really feel. NOW. and i cant describe what i feel so i just grabbed these lines which i think would best depict how HURT i am inside.i reflected on these. feel free to do the same guys. it helps.

♥everything in life changes you in some ways. even the smallest things. if you do not accept these changes, you do not accept yourself. for through these changes brings new and greater things to you, making you wiser as time progresses. to avoid these changes is a loss. you only live your life once, do not waste a minute of it avoiding things. let them come to you. learn from them.
THERE IS ALWAYS TOMORROW.♥
♥unless youve lived my life, do not judge me. becasue you dont know, never have, and never will know every little thing and detail about me.♥
♥ive built a wall not to block everyone out but to see who loves me enough to climb over it.♥
♥life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. so love the people who treat you right, and dont forget about the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason. if you get a chance, take it. if it changes your life, let it. nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. ♥
♥there comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who wont anymore, and who always will. so dont worry about the people from your past, theres a reason why they didnt make it to your future ♥
♥ i cannot cry. i tried but even my tears stopped falling for you. even my own body refused to let myself feel HURT, show emotions for a LOSER like you.♥

ill say this now and maybe ill say this again soon but i bet this would be the best time for this:
♥GET A LIFE♥

stop living in MINE. THEIRS. get yourself a LIFE.
and please, stop doodling with my life because you just ran out of somene to doodle with.
i aint a barbie doll in your doll house.
and SWEETIE if your gonna be two faced, at least make one of them pretty :)


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