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Hi guys! How was your Christmas and New Year's? Mine was a-okay. no really over the top. Just my usual, as usual. What do you expect, I'm boring. And plus age is a factor. Chozzz.
Christmas I spent with my in laws again, after two years. Yes, naka move on na ako guys. Charot! After two years naisip ko, pwede na ulit since I'm basically okay with everyone naman except my husband HAHAHA. Kidding aside, my kids spent two holidays that we were incomplete as a family. That was a rule that I had to break because of all those marriage brouhaha that we had to go through. Kahit masakit sa akin at wala akong ginawa kundi mag emote, umiyak at mang away habang wala ang mga anak ko sa tabi ko ng pasko, I had to. Because they are also my children's family. So ayun nga. I also wanted to na din, I guess. Bumait naman si Pajols. HAHAHA.

Arkin mostly got dinosaurs. Its his thing these days. We can put up our own mini Jurrassic park already. Grabe this kid and his obssession for anythin…
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My sister Lisa is celebrating her birthday today, Nov 30. But she had a mini pre birthday bash last night with her friends. Last night was the first time I remember I had some fun after that bullshit that happened to me. Let's hide it under the code name/ hashtag #marriagefails HAHAHA

This shindig last night made me realize that you don't have it all. Ang hirap pala ng buhay ni Anne Curtis. Maganda pero ayaw sayo ng kanta. Lels. This is why im only pretty and not a singer. HAHAHA.

No. Seriously. I didnt know I was capable of having fun. I actually forgot how to have fun. Or did I ever learned how to? Coz I know I was never taught or 'allowed' to. #bitterfeels 
Pwede naman pala ano? Pwede naman pala. Pero bakit ganun? Bakit kapag yung (dati) kong asawa kasama ko hindi ko nagagawa to? Bakit kapag yung friends ko kasama ko hindi ko nagagawa to? Bakit? Bakit? Anong meron? Or better yet, anong wala?
Last night ang pinaka nakakahiyang gabi ng buhay ko. Of course hindi pa din ako…


Arkin and Xarraine just turned six, November 22. We celebrated in advance for their classmates on Friday, November 20. They loved the #InsideOut themed cupcakes and cakes!

Ate Meng of Vista Barista made them, sponsored by Tita Jacky and MommyLa. Ang cute diba? 
Sunday, November 22 we heard mass and then breakfast at Mcdonald's, out favorite. Then it was food fest the whole day. Their cousins came over and we had lunch at Tanayans. Then after resting, we went to the windmills farm in Bugarin, Pillilia, Rizal for some picture taking and had dinner at The Daily Beans. Raine and I love their Carbonara there. She eats a lot whenever we're there- she likes the basil I think. While Kuya loves their gatlic bread and frappe. And Raine ate a lot of the Toblerone cheese cake! Here are photos from their celebration with ze cousins! 

Before bedtime I asked them if they had fun with their birthday - HAPPY daw sila. Mossion accomplished si mommy! Achieved ang cake! Yey! 

Happy birthday mga a…


I don't know why I'm writing this, here, again. But I do know why I stopped sharing here years back (gahhh it sound so old). Yeah, my life got pretty fucked up . But don't worry, I'm not gonna give you the full details, it's just gonna make you vomit. And one post is not enough. Yeah. Hella not enough. Maybe in installment (credit card ang pucha?) or parts that is if I am willing to share it to you or if I have time (as if ang dami ko ginagawa) or yeah, If I'm in the mood. 
Thing is, it's just too long a story to write (or type) at kailangan ko ng special effects para dramatic at magmukhang pang MMK so I would need my full attention. 
But you know, I'm rarely alone. In my solitude (naks!) which means 2-3 in the morning while my kids are still asleep, and I wake up squished in between them or sometimes under them- thats all the time I have for myself. 
Isn't it funny that my last post was about love and that one person that makes me kilig like the fucki…


I've watched this Aga-Regine movie once, where Gloria Diaz played as Aga's mom. I forgot the title but there was this line that Gloria Diaz said that I can never forget. She was talking about married life and she said something like - you will always meet someone prettier, richer, smarter, or even better than your partner, you will have second thoughts, doubts if you made the right choice- during difficult times you'd end up thinking why you even fell in love with this person in the first place - there would be a thousand reasons not to, but there will always be one reason that will make you fall in love with the same person, over and over again.

I loved you ten years ago. I loved you when you were stupid and alcoholic. I loved you when you always gave me reasons not to. I loved you inspite and despite of. They say that unconditional love is the kind of love where you don;t expect the other person to love you back. Yes and no. Thank you for in your own ways, ways that only…


BAKASYON GRANDE. I can truly say that my first - definitely not the last - real beach experience was the grandest vacation I have had, so far. Twas the first time I rode a plane, for one. And I spent 4 days and 3 nights of summer (March 19 - 22, 2013) with my family, there in beautiful Boracay.

So I never told anyone - except my sisters just the night before we leave for Boracay - that I was dead scared riding an airplane. And to make matters worst, we rode a really small passenger plane, the one with the small propellers. Take off was a-okay. Yes I prayed and held on to my rosary throughout the entire flight which lasted for only about an hour. Arkin sat beside Timothy, and Raine sat beside me. Raine was sleeping during take off, which was good for me so I get to hug my daughter, as I was scared for dear life. I am paranoid like that, thanks to those documentaries I used to watch before about airline disasters! The plane was really really small, I feel trapped inside. The plane's…


When I was in college, I remember myself saying that I don't want to have kids. But if ever God would bless me with kids, please make them boy and girl twins so that would be it for me.

Yes, God was listening, I know!

And then I said that was it. But honestly speaking, and I am saying this because I do realize this - that I am way too young to tell myself that that's it, no more babies. I mean, of course I get a little jealous of friends who just had a baby. But that's just because I miss the feeling of cuddling such fragile human beings in my arms. I'm telling you, I was born to be a mother like that.

But, everytime I think about all those sleepless nights, diaper changes, pedia check ups, immunizations - everything - I know I'm more than okay with my twins. I'm not saying that I regret having kids, it's just that I've been there, done that - and I might not be able to do it again.

I have my hands full. I am happy and contented with my children. Re…